I have to write this immediately before I forget it.
I just had the most terrifying nightmare.
And it might not make sense to anyone else because no one will see it the way that I did but I’m going to write it shy way.
I had to go for a drs appointment. For what, I can’t remember. But the waiting room was down this long creepy hallway into a room with no windows and dark walls. It looked like a prison. And in this room there were tons of people who were clearly not of sound mind. And I say this with no intent to offend anyone, but handicapped or mentally retarded people freak me out do incredibly bad. I know it’s mean, but I really get so uncomfortable around them. And these people in this room were laying on the ground, contorting their bodies and making hideous noises. Some were sitting upright and ricking back and forth.
My mother was with me. And I couldn’t even keep my eyes open. All I could hear was screaming. And then I heard a doctor say “it’s happening.” and before I knew it someone was being dragged away resisting every bit of it.
Then it happened to me. I opened my eyes and all I could see were these horrible images of people in so much pain and I lost my sanity and that’s when I woke up.
Jesus fuck.
