March 2012
14 posts
There is a difference between wanting something
And making it happen.
And I’m sick of wanting and not doing. Changes are being made. I’m looking up.
February 2012
20 posts
Took a nap earlier and now I can’t sleep.
Today was my great uncle’s funeral and even though I haven’t seen him in about 12 years, I was still really truly sad to say goodbye to him. He was a huge part of my life when I was young. I had a hard time holding it together during the funeral. Rest in Peace Leo. You’re missed very much.
Got a big chunk of “Rise” by Eddie Vedder learned today. Just gotta work on strumming and hammering. …I think that’s what they call it? I’m a total n00b. Anyway, I love my mandolin :)
“Winter Winds” by Mumford & Sons.
It’s just the first chorus and first verse. I just learned this so don’t judge me too hard. I need to work on my strumming and just practice more. Also, don’t pay any attention to me fucking up and mumbling at the end, hehe. :)
Fuck off, Valentines Day
I have to write this immediately before I forget...
I just had the most terrifying nightmare.
And it might not make sense to anyone else because no one will see it the way that I did but I’m going to write it shy way.
I had to go for a drs appointment. For what, I can’t remember. But the waiting room was down this long creepy hallway into a room with no windows and dark walls. It looked like a prison. And in this room there were tons...
Take me take me back to your bed.
I love you so much that it hurts my head.
I don’t mind you under my skin
I let the bad parts in, the bad parts in.