December 2010
50 posts
Todays To Do List
Shower.
Do my nails.
Get hair done.
Run to Target/packy.
Ab Rippers (probably not, lol)
Get ready.
Pete’s house to start the new years with everyone I love.
Maca’s house to get reckless and end it with a bang!
2010 was definitely 12,000 times better than 2009. 2011 better bring lots of fun and happiness! <3
Smoking weed and watching Intervention… how ironic.
What has my life come to?
All I have been thinking about today
is how badly I cannot wait for tax season to come. So I can finally get my lighthouse half sleeve.. or at least start it. And then get kicked out of my house because my mom will hate me. Tee hee =)
My best friend
SoulControl21 4: 11 pm (4:11:46 PM): we could go to a bar and wath 40 year old creepy dudes hit on you
Liight Houses 4: 11 pm (4:11:57 PM):no thank you
SoulControl21 4: 12 pm (4:12:37 PM):we can go to a gay bar and reverse that last idea
Liight Houses 4: 12 pm (4:12:42 PM):okay
I hope you all had a great Christmas! I did! =)
You know when you’re drunk by yourself at 2:30 AM on Christmas and you drunk dial everyone you know, forgetting its 2:30 in the morning and everyone is asleep waiting for Santa?
Yeah… me too. Merry Christmas ya filthy animal. And a happy new year.
It sucks taking down pictures off your walls from a time you thought wasn’t going to end as fast as it did. It also sucks when, before doing so, you have a dream that it came back and you were happy as a clam.
Let go and forget.
Something you may not know about me, I love singing. But I will never sing in front of you unless the radio is up really loud and we’re driving around.
I love my late night talks with Lindsay. At this point, I’m doing me. Living for myself and no one else.
Tonight - Spirit of Boston cruise.
Tomorrow- Party at Macas.
Sunday- Yankee swap at grammys.
Monday/Tuesday- meteor shower in the frigid cold.
Wednesday- Steve comes home.
Thursday/Friday- Work 9-5.
This is going to be a ridiculous week, bring it on.
Had a dream about the day Charlie got hit by a car. But he lived and we still had him and it felt so real. When I woke up I just wanted him to be sitting in the chair scratching or barking like he always did :(
Only upside to this, it was the first night in a solid week that I didn’t dream about Andy.
All I want to do
is be happy.
I want summer back because I want to wear cute clothes.
I want summer back because I miss being with him.
I want everything back because I want to feel whole again.
I should stop drinking and go to bed.
Current thoughts going through my brain
My fish are constantly trying to kill eachother.
I want someone to shoot me in the face with a flame thrower.
I miss my ex boyfriend a lot (iampathetic.com)
I don’t want to work tomorrow.
I was told tonight to do my own thing and have fun… meaning go out and “have fun” with other guys but that would be so entirely dishonest of myself that I shudder at the thought of...
Tumblr is back from it’s day and 1/2 death. I thought this would improve my “me-time” immensely but it really hasn’t that much…
I need more things to read or stare at. The internet is really losing appeal to me.
Lots of new photos! →
unbelievably sad
So last night ended the best relationship I’ve ever had…I’m pretty sad but I think the fact that he was so genuinely sweet and caring about it makes me feel a little less upset. We are still friends and he says he still cares so much for me but he just can’t be in a relationship for now because he has entirely too much going on right now with school and both jobs. I...
Someone give me a weave please. Haha
“With every sun that sets I am feeling more
Like a stranger on a foreign shore...”
I waaaant
a flatter tummy, better skin and a tan. Oh and straighter/whiter teeth. Thankkksss byyyeeee
