February 2012
17 posts
Got a big chunk of “Rise” by Eddie Vedder learned today. Just gotta work on strumming and hammering. …I think that’s what they call it? I’m a total n00b. Anyway, I love my mandolin :)
“Winter Winds” by Mumford & Sons.
It’s just the first chorus and first verse. I just learned this so don’t judge me too hard. I need to work on my strumming and just practice more. Also, don’t pay any attention to me fucking up and mumbling at the end, hehe. :)
Fuck off, Valentines Day
I have to write this immediately before I forget...
I just had the most terrifying nightmare.
And it might not make sense to anyone else because no one will see it the way that I did but I’m going to write it shy way.
I had to go for a drs appointment. For what, I can’t remember. But the waiting room was down this long creepy hallway into a room with no windows and dark walls. It looked like a prison. And in this room there were tons...
Take me take me back to your bed.
I love you so much that it hurts my head.
I don’t mind you under my skin
I let the bad parts in, the bad parts in.
January 2012
29 posts
I don’t know where you are, but I miss you.
Contemplating purchasing a mandolin and learning to play it. Since keyboard failed.
I need a new hobby and wanna learn an instrument.
I probably deserve everything bad that’s ever happened to me
If it snows Saturday, I will be the happiest.
Tomorrow will be a good day. It’s Friday. I don’t have a gazillion things on my desk to walk into tomorrow morning, and I’m going to Providence right after to watch some hockey.
It’s also my first paycheck of 2012. Starting now I save $100 from every check a week until I can afford a car and pull my shit together. Hooray resolutions!
Gahhhh, I don’t remember writing that last post at all.. nor do I know when I did it… That’s slightly embarrassing.
I feel like its going to take a lot for me to truly believe that I am worth something in this world but I am determined to make that one of my number one resolutions this year… I feel like that’s a constant battle with myself but we’ll see how it goes.
December 2011
35 posts
What happens when you have a really good night with lots of friends, a bruins win and free beer all night?
After you’re drunk and everyone leaves you remember how much you hate yourself.